Sunday, September 18, 2011

The Internet

What 5 websites do you visit often, and why?

1. Facebook
Obviously, majority college students have one. Quite honestly, I didn't want an account at first but now I'm glad I did. I've met some awesome people though it that have drastically changed my life, seriously. However it is very drastically.

2. Green Day Community
I've lurked this site since before I had an email account and it wasn't until a couple years back that I finally decided to join. I'm glad I did because I've also met some amazing people and have got some great information on concerts, pre-sales, and so on. I love being involved in a community that's so close knit on a band we all love.

3. Youtube
I've had an account on this website since 2005 and I love watching all kinds of videos. If I can't attend a concert, I know someone will have first hand footage. If I want to relive a memory, I know someone recorded something. :)I've also begun recording concerts I've been to so I enjoy sharing with the rest of the intrawebs.

4. Twitter
I succumbed yet again to a social networking site. I keep in touch with my real close friend like this because of our crazy schedules so it allows us so just communicate here and there. :)

5. That's pretty much it. I don't really visit any other website as much.

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Something Lost

I stumbled upon a journal that consists of 80 writing prompts, so from now on I'll be blogging about those unless something super exciting happens that I need to document about it.

1. Name something you lost or gave away that can never be replaced.

Quite honestly, I've never given something away that can't be replaced. The only time I can think of a moment is when I was about 5 or 6 and I was in Mexico visiting a cathedral. Inside there was an area that was dedicated to the Virgin Mary and it said that if you leaved a valuable or a prized possession, that she would repay you with something greater along your lifetime. At the time, I can't recall if I left my headband or a bracelet I loved but the point is I left something along with my cousin, Lina.
Later on that day, we headed to a tia's house where she surprised us with gifts: a teddy bear and my cousin received jewelry. At first it didn't hit us that this was the gift promised to us by the Virgin Mary. We were all astounded and were grateful.

That's all I can remember about that. I was so young back then and I'm surprised I can still remember what happened, but I can't remember what city I was in. Mexico is one complicated place--I can barley remember what street the house is at in Mexico.

Saturday, September 10, 2011

That's What You Get When You Let Your Heart Win.

There's this guy in my life that has been hitting on me for quite some time now. We're really close friends and we've recently expressed our feelings for one another. It would be perfect it we just hooked up but it isn't that easy. While we were talking, out of nowhere he got together with his ex girlfriend who broke his heart because she cheated on him with another guy. When I found out, my feelings were seriously hurt. Then he called me up to invite me over to hang out, like we usually do, and like an idiot I went. Stuff happened between us. We shared personal things and we got closer than we ever got before as friends. This only further confused me but my heart didn't want to let him go.

That was a month ago and we're still talking. We talked about the most intimate things together and we have felt comfortable with one another. I've told my close friends about what's going on in details and everything and they think I should let him go because he's only using me but my heart doesn't want to. I've told him straight up that I'm over him but he keeps fighting and comin' back and I can't help but succumb sometimes. :( I hate this feeling. He's supposed to call me tonight.

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That's What You Get When You Let Your Heart Win.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Disgusted

Isn't it how crazy events happen so fast? How instantly your life can be turned around? Holy shit. I wish I would have fallen asleep and I would have just woken up to the morning. I am disgusted with myself and completely loath myself.


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