Monday, September 6, 2010

Open the past and present now and we are there

greenday


Words could not express how much I adore and cherish these men. Nimrod was the first album I listened to and I fell in love. During elementary school, I thought that I would never get the chance to experience them, ever. Now, seven years ago I've been fortunate enough to have experienced this epic band four times.


October 9, 2005
August 25, 2009
November 23, 2009
August 31, 2010


Three out of those four times I've been lucky enough to have been in the pit front and center with my boys. Twice with my best friend in the world, Mom.

On August 31, 2010, I was able to experience TWO of my all time favorite Green Day songs: Scattered & Paper Lanterns. I never thought I'd get to hear such rarities live in my lifetime.

I don't think I'll ever love a band as much as I do with Green Day. I've met so many wonderful people through their music, they've been the soundtrack to my high school years, and their lyrics have helped me some of my roughest times. ♥

"Now I cannot speak, I lost my voice
I'm speechless and redundant
'Cause I love you's not enough
I'm lost for words . . ."

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

One Day As A Lion @ Community Culture Center

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The 18th of July which was a Sunday, I was fortunate enough to buy some tickets to witness One Day As A Lion perform. The day of the show couldn’t come any faster, I was so anxious to see them live and to finally see in person the inspiring Zack de la Rocha.

My mother and I got to the Community Culture Center at 1:30 or about 2:00 I can’t remember to be honest. There was already a small group there about 15 – 20 people. Right when I got there I heard the band doing their sound check which was amazing! I was able to hear Wild International twice because of this. 

The security guards told us where to line up and I moved quickly to get a good spot in line and I was about the 10th person. My Mom moved to a shade area and started to chat with another gal. Pretty soon the line ended up wrapping around the entire building! It was such a shock! I thought that moment that I was seriously lucky to have been so close to the front.

One thing I did notice is that there were a lot of Latinos there, many were speaking Spanish and about how the band would be playing a show that following Friday at the Hollywood Palladium.

I also noticed that there was a photographer there who was taking pictures and I think my Mother and I came out in a few but I told her to not look directly at it because candid shots are always better than posed.

Finally, after waiting in the blazing sun for what seemed like an eternity (about 2 hours) security finally started letting us in by sections. Once we got in we were relieved to feel that the center provided air conditioning. THANK GOD! If not we would’ve died of heat stroke, seriously.

We walked in and we got our hands stamped which instantly smeared seeing that it was still hot with all the body hot.

Mother and I were able to get into a great spot. We were in the second row to the front which was great for a small intimate show. I believe it was about thirty minutes until the opening band first came out.

The first band that came on was the Holloys. Their first song was interesting in a positive way; it was definitely different than most bands out there which is always a plus. By the fourth song, I was already anxious to see them get offstage. I don’t think I’ve ever felt so anxious! I tried moving to the music to try and ease my tension but it really didn’t help at all. To top it off, the dudes that were in front of me where so freakin’ tall so I could hardly see the actual band except for their heads. It was frustrating. After forty-five minutes the band finally concluded their set and ended with a few words thanking De La Rocha, Theodore, and the staff for allowing to play with ‘em and for the DIY style.

The moment was closer; every five minutes that passed by I thought, ‘Soon. Just a few more minutes.’ Then I heard the cheers from the audience and I knew de la Rocha was walking up to the one foot stage accompanied by John Theodore and the keyboardist. I turned to my Mom and gave him a toothy grin, the moment was finally here.

Majority of the crowd watched in silence as we saw the trio set up for their 45 minute set. Few from the crowd would yell out comments “La raza!” Or “Needs more cowbell” which earned the audience a grin from de la Rocha and my Mom.  It was definitely a great surprise from the audience. Before the trio began, de la Rocha made a statement saying, "Good Afternoon. To remind all you guys with this uh, these cell phones and these things [video recorders] that there are people behind you and that YOU are actually here. This is live."

I recognized songs off the EP like "If You Fear Dying" especially since I fancied the line "I'm like Fela with my heart in Venezuela / It's a world favela so fuck the novela...."

I must say that the one other time I was literally right in front of a singer, I immediately became intimidated. I felt so little and insignificant that I felt like I HAD to move towards the side. However when it came to this show, I felt nothing similar of that. I took the time to drink in his profile. Just seeing de la Rocha in person mesmerized me, and let alone seeing him do his thang gave me shivers. de la Rocha is one little man with a strong voice. His profile is organic with a simple buttoned up shirt, black pants, and seven dollar shoes. Not to mention, his signature hair style was beyond words. I swear it could have its own website.
Seeing as this was my first time experiencing a show like this (meaning it wasn't a punk show with rowdiness) I wasn't quite sure how to "rock out".

At first I was just bobbing my head to the beat and then it was shortly later that I started to feel the beat and lyrics. I did fist pumps at the appropriate times like, "And you're already dead!" de la Rocha has some amazing vocal practice considering I couldn't rap for more than 5 stanzas 'cause after that I'd have to have a long intermission for breathing!

"Last Letter" was an interesting live number. It's a good song lyrically but musically it seems to be all over the place. There isn't a steady beat per say but it's a great hand banging song! I'd like to blame this number in particular for my splitting headache after the show.

I watched de la Rocha for majority of the set but I tried watching Master Theodore for a while. His skills amaze me! He beats like crazy!! Kudos, Theodore, KUDOS! What I observed from him is that he's more of a follower (not in a negative way) meaning that he would always be ready to play, always set. Before a couple of songs he'd comment to de la Rocha, "I'm ready whenever you are."

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In "Last Letter" it was great seeing de la Rocha completely break out of his shell. He was jumping all over the place and head banging without looking! He was just feeling the music going crazy! I confess that I was a bit worried at certain points I was afraid he was going to fall off the tiny stage or knock something over. This was definitely another great head banger track.

There were new songs included in the set list. It was during these songs that I was able to watch the entire band. The songs sounded great and the microphone de la Rocha sang in with the keyboard sounded more clearer; a positive. The keyboardist got into the grove as well. I’d never seen anyone rock out on keyboards so it was a hoot watching him rock out on those keys. Very cool.

“One Day As A Lion” was a fantastic live track! My eyes did not leave de la Rocha and it was great watching him sing out some of my favorite lines off this track like, “Faced flame for five centuries / And if LA were Baghdad we'd be Iraqi” ; “After dark my city's a fuse / One day I say today we live as a lion” ; “You a minuteman wait a minute man / Talk like that might limit your life span.”

The latter quote especially touched my heart. While singing those two stanzas, de la Rocha had a huge grin plastered on his face. It was great witnessing that genuine smile; it made me feel like he was proud of that moment we all shared. Only a few of those heart touching moments occurred that night and I was lucky enough to notice them.

If I remember correctly ‘Wild International’ was the last song of their set. I was waiting for this track the whole time and once the first beats were played I couldn’t help but hesitate to make sure it was the Wild International. My heart fluttered once I realized that it really was that song.

Unfortunately that was the last song they played for the night but at least they went out with a bang! The guys said their thank yous and walked off stage. De la rocha took off immediately and I'm not sure where the other guys walked of to.

It was definitely a great ending and they had great success that afternoon. Definitely an epic afternoon and it's definitely one of the highlights of my summer '10.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

You're stellar

Day 06 – Your favorite song from Make Yourself.

This album overall is a fantastic and as I've become reacquainted with it I've realized it was difficult choosing between: Nowhere Fast, Drive, and Make Yourself. However I realized that there's a common theme within the ones I chose above.

Nowhere Fast: "Will I ever get to, to where it is that I'm going. Will I ever follow through with what I have planned? I guess it's possible that I have been a bit distracted and the directions for me are a lot less in demand, in demand."

A lot of times I feel like what's expressed above. Time is moving by so fast and I think I'm going in the right direction but then other times I feel completely confused and lost. As a high school student I have many aspirations that can lead me in different directions and I don't know if I'll ever get there. Or if I do, will I know when I'm there?

Drive: "Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty sting clear and I can't help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer. It's driven me before and it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around. But lately I'm beginning to find that when I drive myself my light is found."

Again, as a vulnerable student aspiring in life I can't help but let my fear take over and refrain myself from taking certain actions. As my own worst critic I put myself down and restrict myself from experiencing something new. I never listened to the lyrics to this song until recently, I always liked the acoustics of it. However as of late, I've been forcing myself to try out new things and even though I'm terrified throughout the whole process, I realize that in the end it's such a satisfying feeling because my light is found.

Make Yourself: "If I hadn't made me, I would've been made somehow. If I hadn't assembled myself, I'd have fallen apart by now... but if you really want to live, why not try and make yourself?"

Musically this track doesn't do it for me, and I'm not too keen on Boyd's vocals here. However I do love the message it's depicting. I'm all for being oneself and standing up for one's right and just being a firm believer in yourself and not succumbing to the masses. This song clearly sums up the positives and importance of making yourself.


These are only some of my current favorites on this album, and it's difficult choosing simply one. I feel like these three tracks give a snapshot of where I am currently in my life. Who knows, maybe twenty years from now I'll have different favorites of this album.

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As for life, I don't feel too content with writing out what's going on in my life right now. Only thing that's major is that I got my four wisdom teeth pulled out this past Saturday. My face looked like a freakin' brick! Horrible.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Human Magic Marker

Day 05 - Your favorite song from S.C.I.E.N.C.E.

I have so many favorites from this album! Idiot Box, Favorite Things, Anti-gravity, etc. This album has many gems that unfortunately aren't played live often. My current favorite song off of S.C.I.E.N.C.E. is Redefine.
Incubus added this track to their set list during their Light Grenades tour and they deliver a killer performance by experimenting with an acoustic cover of it.
The song overall is amazing lyrically & musically.
My favorite stanza is, "I'm sick of painting in black and white / My pen is dry, now I'm uptight / So sick of limiting myself to your definition / Redefine."

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After conversing with the man from yesterday, I feel like I have a whole new perspective on my high school life. I'm praying to God and hoping that I stop comparing myself to my peers and others around me. I should be content with who I am and where I'm now in my life because I did it myself. I busted my ass, did all the work, and I've made it this far. The man told me that if I really believe in my dreams and genuinely try my hardest to reach my goals, then I would.

Today I was only able to greet him but my mother spoke to him more. Mother said that he told her that if I ever had any questions about universities or school to give him a call. According to mother, he also said that he really feels that I'll be successful; that I'll be someone.

I was shocked; I only met the man one day and he's already praising me. I'm always skeptical about this but I can't help but feel like the compliment is genuine and I get a happy tingling feeling.

Ugh. I am in love with him. He's wonderful! I don't think I'll ever forget him, he's left his footprint on my heart. I love conversing with humans who are so genuine and motivating. There needs to be more humans like this wonderful being.

New Experiences

Day 04 - Your favorite song from Fungus Amongus.

I must confess that this is the album I least listen to. However I do enjoy some of the tracks, especially Sink Beneath the Line. I never paid attention to the lyrics until now and I never realized how odd they are. From what I grasp, it's about a girl with insects crawling up her "5-0-1 cut-offs." The song has a psychedelic groove and it's great listening to Brandon experimenting with his vocal range.

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Today I was presented with a new experience that turned out wonderful. My mother and I went car shopping! :) From what mother told me I thought it was going to be boring considering it takes a long time to reach a decision, I know nothing about cars, and I find no interest whatsoever in automobiles.

Turns out I enjoyed car shopping, even if the car wasn't for me. We had a great salesman who was wonderful: patient, kind, and humorous. If it wasn't for him I don't think I would have had such a wonderful experience-- I wouldn't have thought the day wasted at a dealer. On the contrary, I thought today was a neat experience and I gained a new perspective on life. I also learned that I'm a gullible female.

I'm conscious that those salesmen are there to sell and persuade, even if it means lying and saying things that the customer wants to hear. My mother reminds me of this all the time but I couldn't help but believe our salesmen.

He was wonderful, friendly, kind, funny, etc., etc.! Throughout the whole sale process, we were able to discuss universities and I was enlightened that he attended UCLA! I was shocked. He then proceeded to give me a "motivational speech" and in a nutshell it was wonderful.

I'm quite pleased with how the day turned out today.

Now it's 2:oo A.M. and I'm incredibly tired. Tomorrow shall be another busy day with babysitting.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Nostalgic 90's

Day 02 - When you became a Incubus fan
Day 03 – The first Incubus song you heard


It definitively was in the mid nineties when I became an Incubus fan. Like many other bands I was introduced to their music by my cousins and I still recall the first song I heard by them: Warning. I never knew them by their band name but when I would hear their songs I recognized their music.

Eventually I became aware of their name and their other track 'Talk Shows On Mute.' And since then I've been a fan of theirs. However it's been about two years now that I've become to appreciate their music more.

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Life at home has been quite a roller coaster ride. Drastic changes occurred within the household and I must admit that after everything, I feel numb to the change. The first time things changed for the worse, it hit me hard. After the first shock I knew that there would always be that other time where it would happen again.

I wonder how long it'll last this time.

Fuck the naysayers cause they don't mean a thing

Cause this is what style we bring


311's All Mixed Up

I really hate life right now and this track has been therapeutic.

You've got to trust your instinct
And let go of regret
You've got to bet on yourself now star
'Cause that's your best bet