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This past week has been an awkward one at home. I think my mother has been upset with me since a Tuesday afternoon. Since that Tuesday we haven't really spoke at all to one another and we hardly call another on the phone. If we do it's brief and to the point. In the car we hardly speak, just the usual and then it becomes silent except for the music playing on the stereo and my iPod.

It's odd though because yesterday we attended my tia's birthday party and we acted all normal like as if nothing was going on. Then I wake up this morning and it's like we've returned to being blunt in our responses. It's extremely awkward.

I believe the reason why she's so upset with me is because she had forgotten what was necessary and so I told her but with a loud voice. Then afterward she called me mean and that I get angry too much. The problem with that is she does that to me allllllll the damn time. Every time I forget something she becomes angry and practically screams at me whatever I forgot. It's degrading to me and it makes me feel like shite.

I hate the argument that comes up like, "I'm your mother." I don't actually qualify that as a valid contention. I understand she's my mother but that doesn't mean she has to be rude about it. It's not something I appreciate from my Mother.

I don't feel any shame and I wont apologize. So I guess I'll see how long this lasts. . .